“Hopes and Dreams” on the 103 Bus
A rainy Sunday evening on one of the final days of the decade
December 30, 2019
Running In the pouring rain, I caught it right as it pulled up to the stop. I smiled at myself at my good “Bus Karma”, and cozied into a warm dry seat in a strangely empty vehicle in the middle of Manhattan. There was an old Chinese couple who helped each other see and walk, covering for each other in a hobble like a dance as they trekked down the aisle pausing to thankfully acknowledge the black lady bus driver in their accented yet perfect English. And across from me was an overweight twenty-something girl of indeterminate ethnicity with a sweet heart-shaped pensive face clutching a blue spiral diary emblazoned with the cover title “Hopes and Dreams”.
Hopes and Dreams? Wait...was that all she could expect from life? What about the can-dos and successes? Did her background stifle opportunities? Looks like her McDonald’s diet wasn’t going to fuel those dreams but instead had given her those thunder thighs, putting her well on her way to potential health problems. In this silent debate with the future of this stranger, I suddenly felt ashamed of my profiling and media-generated false empathy.
I had forgotten that at her age, for me, it was all about hopes and dreams. Sadly, I had grown up and grown out of my nickname “Tinker” the mythical character born from the land where dreams come true. Sitting sideways on the bus, had to laugh at my arrogance of privilege. As a white WASP woman, I was actually a minority in this melting pot of New York City. Declaring TIME OUT on the hustle for results, it was now time in this new decade to watch and learn and share - to renew MY hopes and dreams. My Suburban Friends say I’m nuts to live here. But where else can a mundane face to face with this melting pot of people, prompt self realization.
In the holiday spirit of gratitude, I share my first recipe: Melting Pot Nuts Sweet, spicy, salty and boldly provocative. A big batch recipe to share with friends and strangers.
Melting Pot Nuts
8 cups raw unsalted cashews
2 egg whites
Spray oil
Spice Mixture: 1 Tsp Raz el Hanout 1 tsp Curry Powder 2 tsp Garam Masala
½ cup Ground Unsweetened Coconut
1 tsp. Tumeric
2 tsp. Kosher salt
1 tsp Chili Powder (choose your country and heat)
6 tablespoons sugar preferably light brown.
This should be made in several batches depending on the size of your sheet pans. Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Mix the coconut and all the spices in a small mixing bowl. Beat the egg whites in a mini food processor or by hand until white and frothy or almost stiff. Pour half of the nuts in a large mixing bowl, pour over half the eggs and mix well (hands are the best to get even coating). Add half the spice mixture and make sure all the nuts are well coated. Spray the pan with oil (I use tin foil to cover my ratty pans and then spray on the foil). Lay out the nuts so they cover the pan but are not on top of each other. Spray the top of the nuts lightly. Cook for 7 minutes. Open the oven and turn them, mix them up so they separate and cook all over. Cook for another 7 or so minutes until golden but not too dark. Let cool before placing in plastic containers, tins or give away bags.
This track brings out all the spices in these nuts: Iko Iko from Dr. John’s Gumbo